It's not how I planned it.
You seem to assume a certain accountability
For my future,
Yet I gave control of me to you
When I gave my heart to you.
When I gave my heart to you.
You, who interrupted the course of my destiny,
Taking me to places I didn't want to go.
At first I am angered.
Dare you involve yourself in a way
That alters my life, my Fate!
Then I think again. My heart softens just a bit.
Could it be that you are part of a Plan;
Part of the Divine Design of my life?
I've been a word-monger all my life and yet
I think now that FATE is part of the word FATAL
Because in my fate I died as I was.
Died and reborn as someone else.
All because of you.
c. 2018 Kate McGahan
